Mortal !

I Was raised not to talk about Death or Ill Health; In the future or about the past. I got used to that although i always had questions unanswered; But i knew that it was forbidden to ask them; Like ' How did Flan Die' Or ' Does this disease Kill ' O Chithee.

This build up of Not Knowing about death and its details; Created a fascination of it by me. And 1 Distinguished clue of that is that I want Death to Be My Profession.

el mohem; My post is about a convo me and dad Were Having.

He Was Explaining to Me How I Must stand for myself; And Fight for my rights o Chithe.

But during the conversation he said something alarming; That may not seem much to him; But it struck me so hard that i Got that suffocating feeling that hits ur throat and almost made me to tears.

Everybody thinks of his father as his superhero; the immortal Man; The Most powerful man alive; That can do any and everything; The one u'd go to for safety and comfort.

And Even though im grown up o chithe i still feel that hes the superhero and the one who if i hide behind him nobody will ever touch me.

But this all Disappeared; When he said the phrase.

I didnt Pay attention to most of what he said afterwards la2ana; This phrase just got the sense our of me.

Its the Reality We're In.

Its the Right we all deserve.

Its the Fate we will end up with.

These words may mean nothing to uu; But they meant hugely to me.

He Said ' Baba; Im not always going to be here to stand for you; One Day I Will Be Gone !! '

Knives Piercing My Heart.

Allah Y5aleeh Lee Inshalla;

Morning Coffee

Tomorrow is the First of School Without Ramadan Timings; And normally I Cant Go to School Without drinking a morning Nescafe Saturated With Sugar Before School.

For Me its the Perfect Coffee in the Perfect Time.

My Morning Routine.

1. Wake Up.

2. Staright to the Bathroom; Strip; and into the shower.

3. Get out of the Shower; Rap a Towel and Brush my Teeth.

4. Get out of the bathroom; and change into our beautiful Uniform; Pink Shirt; Grey Trousers Purple tie.

5. Pray.

6. Put my books together for the next day.

7. Do a little of HW if the time allows me.

8. Go to The 9ala; Find the Coffee on the table; And Take off the Lid and let the mysterious Steam Get out.

9. Close the Lid and Sip.

10. Wake Dad; My Sister sometimes still isnt awake.

11. Carry the Bag and Go Down to the Car.

12. Go To school:).

I bored you With my 12 Step programme of preparing for school in the morning; Bess Its nice i guess;p.

On the Same note; Tomorrow i have this Cruel Homework From our Cruel Maths Teacher and i didnt Start It :(; Maleee 5lg; And if i dont do it 100% I Get an Afterschool Detention :(.

Maleeeeeeee 5lg.

CSI NY; Season 6 Starts

Obviously not the Conventional show to be watched by a 15 yr old Kuwaiti; But since I Layed eyes on the Show I couldnt stop watching it.

I Bought DVD's of it fro the First 4 seasons; But after exploring new technologies I Now download every new episode from torrent; And i Literally Itch if i Miss an Episode; This summer was dreadful without the Series :(.

But Yesterday the Sixth Season Aired in America and today i watched the first episode and u cant imagine my thrill.

The Premiere Was Amazing; And Thrilling.

Just wanted to share my excitement and gratitude for CBS For airing the sixth season.

I Know a Very Few Collection of People that watch this; I Dedicate this post for them.

Long live CSI:NY.

Long Live the Best Couple in TV Shows; Lindsay Monroe and Danny Messer;

Hideous !!

So; Mee, Dad O Lil sister in a One of the Restaurants in the 'Round Mall' today Minding our own Business; Enjoying our freedom of looking at Good looking ppl and things.

Next thing i know 3 Girls Allegedly from Kuwait (Although I can be 90% sure that they're not from this planet); Come inside the restaurant With Bleached Yellow Hair And Bright Red Lipstick.

For Me They Were extra Hideous; Maybee People can disagree; Bess The problem is ' I cant think of anything but that they are b******.

I Mean Sorry; Bess Shnoo Hatha; Waiin Ga3deen; Sh-haal 5amma illee Marra Wa7daa 6la3aw min il Ar9'??

O Chan Zaiin They were 7elweeen; A Nice thing to look At ??

They Were Hideous; The first word that came up to my mind.

90% Of the Eyes of the Restaurant looked at them when they entered; I Cant deny that they were centree of Attention; Bess If i wantto be the in the centre of attention i want it to be for a good reason; Not To be thought as *******??

Y3nee 3aiib;

Ppl Are sitting with their families and these just enter and Take away their freedom.

U may think im over exaggerating when i say they took their freedom; Bess thats the truth la2ana some ppl dont want their children; husbends; look at these hideous creatures.

Waiin Ahalhum??

3eedkum Mbarak

3eedkum Mbarak Mu8addaman O 3asakum T3oodonah Kel Senna B9e7aa o Salama .. Inshalla Ya Rab il 3alameen.

I just Hope that this 3eed wouldn't be as tasteless as this Rme9'aan Ilee Mar Bedoon 9a3am Bser3at il Barg; Ma 7assaiina Feeh; Chak boom Wella 3eed.

My preperations;

1. Book; (( wallet )); 7ag il Floos; Abee Wayed;p.

2. Ghetraa Bai9'aa Bess Feeha Muraba3at Mithl el Chma3' ; Y3nee Ja5 ;p.

3. Deshdashaa; Offwhite Min 5aya6 il 3alam il Eslaamee; Fee Sharg; 5oush 5aya6.

4. Mesba7; el Waled Yayeblee Mesba7 Kahrab 93'ayer 3ala gadee;p.

5. Ba3ad Shnoo??; Ee ga7fiyaa; Mohemaa;p.

6. Mmm; Ee Ryoog Mohem; A7laa Ryoog mal il 3eed; T7es inna 9ij Weddek Takel Ryoog;p probably Ra7 Ykoon 7ummu9 o Fool O Falafel Min Kanaare.

Bess ;p.

I Hope i get alot of money;p O This 3eeed Would be a memorable One.

Addicted to Twitter

Soo; Im Addicted to twitter; At this point i cant live without refreshing the twitter page 1 time a minute.

Im bored with my addiction:p.

The pple who created twitter were smart frankly; Although its only a space for 140 characters including spaces; Its a space thats so free; Soo Broad; That it completes the thing; Madree Shagool:P.

We can write about almost anything; It can be useless information or BIG INFO; Celebrities are communicating through twitter now; Qutada MEntioned twitter; Al Watan is giving news through twitter. Its a new trend But a great trend.

Some ppl think twitter is something that is practically useless; But this 140 character space can be a place that is sooo valuable it is unbelievable; People dont find anyperson anywhere and talk to anytime?; so they go to twitter; Under anonymity; Or with their identity uncovered.

Its not like facebook; Facebook u have limits and boundaries u cant cross cuz ppl in facebook u know personally; But in twiitter; U dont know most of the ppl so u can bitch about anything; Anytime.

I cant seem to get enough of twiiter and i really really like it; addicted to it. Thank u Birdy;p.

Im Not Me

This Blogosphere o These posts o the ways we are communicating are very great blessings we have.

We obviously have a great pleasure in looking at the moods of some people; Their stories; Their Ideas and enjoy their humour.

Well I know that i do enjoy my virtual life here.

The problem that is picking on me is that; When u talk to me or look at my posts; Its Not Mee.

I read back at my last 3 months here; And I noticed that i was indulging a different personality; than who i really am.

I dont know what im trying to achieve from this complicated ( I dont even understand it.); Bess Something to blabber about:P.

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' Ya Jar7 Fe 9oorat Fara7; Ya Chethbaa Maghzaha We9'a77 '

Hatha Enta .. 3abdalla Rwaiished.

We Crashed into a Maybach!!!

Soo; We were Fe E7da il Mana6e8 il 'High' O Kaan Za7maa;

El mohem; It was me and My Brother; He was driving:P.

Soo; Kaan Shway Za7maa;

Sheft el Maybach; Chan agool 7ag o5ooy;' En De3amt-haa; Baiin il E3daam wel Mu2abbad':P.

il mohem; Dashaiina freej 93'ayyer Wella 3 Sayyarat jedamnaa yaboon Ye6le3oon; Y3nee lazem nerja3.

Reja3 o5ooy o chithee; O Za7maa o Hernaat; O ZA7MAA;

Marra wa7da Wella a Screeching Voice; Galbeee Na6; Gelt Bgalbee Moo 7elwaa il Maybach; O Youm sheft Waraa Welaa Nafs Loun il Maybach; Gelt Bye Bye o5ooy.:p.

El7amdella 6la3at Ford Ellee De3amnahaa Moo el Maybach; It was a Scare i needed to share:P.

Today is Sept 11; allah Yer7am ilee Tuwaffa minhum :P.

Um il Banaat.

I dont know about you but this tamtheeleeyaa reminds of the old days; Not necessarily that i lived through these old days; but it just seems to be as original as it can be.

Su33aad 3abdalla, I notice chooses the best scripts to be in, and she excels in them. She is a great actor but in a time in the last decade she failed to shine. But at the last few years she regained the shine she is now having.

She formed a great duo with 3'anem il 9ale7; who also is giving a magnificent performance this ramadan.

The plot of um il banat is amazing and very new; Some go as far as saying its a real story, but nevertheless its a great story.

The new actors in it are doing a great job; The Banaat; 9ager mashalla 3alaiih o Allah yer7ema;p. Every single actor is proving his worth and his skills except a few exceptions.

And ofcourse for me the Highlight of the whole series; Haya 3abdel Salam.

il musalsala il wa7eeda ilee laiil7een ga3ed atabe3h; Its Great o An9a7kum itha ma ittab3oonhaa laiil7een; The 7al8aat are on youtube or just continue watching it.

Sorry this post is shway raye7 feeha; Tawnee Ga3ed min il noum .. !!

The Best Sleep Ever.

So School Started; Madree laiish il 5abba?; il 7ayat mashya Wala chinna fee shay 3an H1N1 3'aiir cham poster O Cham Rule; Like No kissing or hugging or handshaking; Bess 3/4 of the school is 'SKIP' O Half the teachers too:P.

Men Awal Youm Homeworks o Shighil; Bess the first day of my last yr was quite good; The emphasis by almost every teacher i meet on the importance of being smart and putting all of the effort in was unbearable; It was depressing; This yr will define me; Average q8i.

Will I go to the UK with a scholarship to study medicine Or will i andigir in KU and go for 3loom idareya?

The importance of this yr is just unreal; Im cannot imagine myself in the next 6 months and what will i do; Im still unsure of myself.

Ooops; Nesaiit 3an il Title.

Ee So; The upside of school is my nap in the afternoon; Awal ma Ared min il madresa and after working my buttocks off; I want to rest and have a good sleep; And this sleep is the best sleep ever.

Its not like the vacation sleep where u only sleep because u stayed up for a sum of hours; No; its a sleep because ur tired and u wake up thanking ur body for getting to sleep. I love this sleep.

And also in school u appreciate the weekend; A Weekend is different when ur working the whole week; U Fell its a weekend; a time of rest and leisure and what a feeling it is; A magnificent feeling; The weekend ur waiting for all week came and u try to enjoy it to the fullest and no matter what u do u always enjoy it.

Soo; Bess :p.

Fush

My new word; Cuz its rme9'aan and out of respect to this holy month and turned the widely known swear word to this cute unthreatening word ' fush '.

Hope people follow my trend.

So School Bacher; Half Excited .. Half Wanting to kill my self.

I Like Classic cars; My life are classic cars; I LOVE THEM

y3ne not the 30' and 40' model cars, No. I mean the 50's and up cars till the 70's; I adore them.

Irtidad Baiitna Mshallah WAYED; Fa we have a huge garden .. Bess hal ayam mahmoola Fa i feel sorry for it.

I like cooking .. weddee A6ba5; Bess kella not having time.

In one of my posts in the summer holiday i said i will priorities my excercises:P, Well throw that statement in the bin:p.

Im in love with mushrooms these days.

Mixed Berries juice from al mara3e; 3ajeeeeeeeeeeeeb.

Manchester United 2-1 Arsenal

Moo 7aram?

0-1, goal 3alamee min Arshavin that silenced some 70,000 Man U fans.

Arsenal were dominating, hajma wara hajma 7ata after the half time.

1-1, a dubious penalty, Rooney right corner opposite to Almunia, Goal.

2-1, Diaby, Ah ya diaby.

2-2 ... Nope, gallas offside in the 95th minute.

Ended 2-1 Man U.

go Arsene, A display that kept our heads high.

School.

Swine Flu Or Ig's ?

The rumour says that we're going to go to school with masks all day and Shaking hands is banned; No Contact what so ever; Classes numbers limited.

sounds like Mustashfa il Amra9' il Sareya Mo School.

After tomorrow is the start of the most important chapter of my life yet; The forkway of my life.

Wish me luck 7abaybee.

Sheesha In Lebanon

Before i went to lebanon i had an imaginary picture of the typical Lebanese sitting; and What was this picture?:

Sitting in Solidere with friends or cousins, have a Sheesha and watch the people come and go.

This came true and i went with a couple of my cousins to solidere sat in petit cafe; chatted alot then the sheesha for my older cousin came and he started smoking but after a mere 15 minutes he gave it up.

I asked him could i smoke it a little and he surprisingly agreed; maybe acknowledging my desire in having it here Only here.

So i smoked for the first 5 minutes and i Got extremely dizzy so i gave it up but my cousin didnt take it; he left it. So after my dizziness disipated I took the sheesha again but this time i seemed like a proffesional and this was one of the best times in my life. Great feeling; Absolutly great feeling.

I was worrying if my parents would come and surprise the hell out of me and make me a fool in the middle of solidere but they were far away in Lebanon So i was comfortable.

Having a sheesha in lebanon is the best thing to do in lebanon especially in solidere. So i vowed myself to not have a sheesha but in lebanon.

Bess; Wanted to express it.

Sorry ?

* first im sorry 3ala il ge6a3a; Madree Shfeene, Madree.

* The pics of the journey shakelhaa are coming in a later time; Malee 5lg a7e6hum 9ara7a; Sorry.

* Wedde Afa9'fe9' Wayed Ashyaa2 Bess Makuu; Y3neee il blog Madree shloun.

*Anony u know; 9a7?

*Arsenal Ibdaa3; Ya36eekum il 3afya yal gunners

* a7ebhaa

* Waiin raye7; Bhal Suhoola Hanat il 3eshraa 3alaiik?

Waiin raye7; Injara7 9otee Wana Anadee 3alaiik.

O madam i7naa fe shahar rme9'aan; Ee BTW Mbarak 3alaiikum il Shahar O Kel 3am o into B5aiir.

E so; il A5laa8 min Aham il Ashyaa2 ilee Yemtelekhaa il insaan.

Ygooloon Bema3na il 7adeeth inaa Se2low il Rasool Laiish Allah 9ebar 3ala Fer3oun 400 Sinaa Fa Gal la2ana 3ala 6u3'yana o mollookeeta o id3a2a il olooheya Bess kan 3ala 5ulu8 7asan 3ashan chithee allah 9ebar 3alaiih

O Ham marra 3 Kufar Kanow Yekrehoon il Rasool O Mara shafow Broo7a Fa Ra7ow yaboon yethbe7oona Bess il Rasoool theba7 il Awal .. Ba3daiin il Thanee O Kann Yabee Yethba7 il Thaleth Bess chan yanzel 3alaiih Jebreel O Galla La Tethba7a La2ana hal Rajul Kan 5aloo8.

Fa Lamma Hadda il Rasool .. Se2al il Rayal il Rasool Laiish Hadaiitnee Fa Gallaa il Rasool; Jebreel Nezallee o Galee kait o kait o kait Fa Lamma Sema3 chithee il Rayal Aslam il Rayyaal

Fa il A5laa8 min aham il 9efat Fa 3alaiikum Bmakaram il A5laa8; Ma3a Ahalkum o Ma3a il Nas o Mara Nafskum o Ma3a Rabkum.

O Allah Yahdeena o Yahdeekum .. O Yet8abal Minkum 9yamnaa o 9yamkum

Bess.

3asa ykoon hal post zaiin o 5afeef 3alaikum .. !!

The Question is When?

The latest Reports say that 44 women died.

See how fate intervenes in a moment of happiness that turns it to a big tragedy. This fire that happened in Al 3yoon is a big reminder on how death can take us anywhere we can be.

Who would've expected?!

Allah Yer7amhum, O Yghamed Roo7hum il Janna Inshalla.

Journney to Leb 2

Journey to Leb 2.

S o we reached Jordan after the treaterous trip through KSA but what was astounding is that at the final 30 KM or so in the Saudi lands there were huge mountains that were so surprisingly beautiful.

I was amazed by the views i saw inside Saudi Arabia at the end.

Also in Saudi me and dad had our first and only bad moment, ileee 9ar inaa at night of the 1st day i was sleeping while dad drove suddenly i wake up wella baba 9afe6 in a parking o nayem bil sayara, ana 3abale binnam fe hotel so i woke him up, He was like " In6er swhway, After an hour i woke him up again .. chan y3a99eb .. He was like "

In Jordan .. It wasnt any different, We went through a few settlements throughout the way that looked old. No other word to explain it :P. The nice thing is that the Jordan - Syrian Border was called Jaber and its pleasing to know that the name of our late Amir is in Journey from Kuwait to Lebanon :P. There was also a sign saying "Al Rwayshed" .. Which was an area in Jordan :P.

The Jordanese Border was good, easy, We even prayed the dhuhur and 3a9er prayers in their mosque but the Syrian side was just fuckin dreadful, No offence :P. They had this stupid regulation that we needed to check up before we go into syria so there is this alleged doctor in a white coat that had a Temperature mesearure to see if anyone had high temps. The problem is that he used it without any sterilizing stuff, just from ear to ear, I was freaking disgusted.

They always took alot of time and indirectly asked for bribes, Dad couldnt not give them cuz if he didnt they will make a fuss. An amusing this is that Baba know them and gave them a hard time too, One of the officers was dragging so dad took a dollar and put it inside a paper and gave it to him, the officer got pissed cuz it was just a dollar so he returned and dad was like " Shfee hatha Mo 3ajbaa ", But il 9'aher it worked la2ana il a5 got so pissed that he quickly finished the passports.

O il mushkela is that the Thuba6 take money and the minor officers dont, A bit of a screwed system I'd Say :P.

When we reached syria, The greenery began to show and it was pleasing to be in a place like this after hundreds of miles with plain yellow desert :P.

I was admiring the greenery cuz its been long sisnce i saw mountains of Greens :P.

We had time to spare so we went downtown syria and had our lunch there .. in a restaurant called Kamal, Where the one thing i was in syria for was not fuckin Served. I was cracing from the beginning of the hjounrey some syrian marag bamia which i had fond memories of when i last was here :P.

I asked baba if we could stay the night here but he wouldnt allow it so we went straight to Lebanon, The ecstacy of first being in Lebanon was amazing specially in a car, It wasnt a feeling u'd feel in any place.

I took pics everywhere and sang Fairuz' famous song, " B7ebbek Ya Lebnnaan Ya wa6ane B7ebbek ... " .. Cheesy i know but it felt right and dad didnt stop me .. He let me be in the mood :P.

Journey to Leb:).

Ok, Its a very long story, but in the trip i got my laptop and wrote some notes, These notes were Saudi Arabia and they are not filtered:).

1. As soon as we took off, the first signs of trouble began, My father, after checking his pockets declares that he forgot his phone at home, So we go back to the house and just before we reach it a phone rings wella he didnt check good, So we headed back to our place, Shway LooL:P.

2. First we went toShamiya Jam3eeya to complete the things we needed O i bought a Camera :).

3. I ate my lunch at subway shamiya.

4. We went to the Soug so dad can change some of the bed covers we bought because they obstructed his rear view of the car.

5. From there we headed to Saudi Arabia.

6. Im surprised that 1 sign said 3abdelle straight, But dad 6ela3

mtaktekhaa:P.

-. 3'baaar Mo 6abee3e, Jedam Sayartnaa Raa7.

7. 100 KM till the Kuwaiti Saudi Borders, Sorry for the little pics in Saudi because of their strict rules wella i wanted to snap some pics, Dad's strict rules.

8. baba gave me the full responsibility of the Passports, so the task was scary, Mabee a9'aye3 ay shay.

9. WE reach 7afr il Ba6en and find a nice village bess no, I dont want to live here.

10. Im finiding it difficult to initiate any kind of small talk with dad, Ma yetkalam Baa6 chabdee.

11. Its now 8:21 and im writing these notes on my laptop with limited charge on the tunes of 3abdalla Rwaiished's 'ay ma3aza'.

12. Its dark o Makuu laiitat il shuware3 allah y3ez likwaaiiit.

13. Baba ygool ra7 neg3ad fe 3ar3ar which is some 300+ KM, Malee 5lg:P, Bess im happy to take this journey.

14. Whats this, Ma 3endehum radio mith il 3alam, Makuu shay ye6la3, Kella Mshawsh :@.

15. O 3alamnee il Wakt 3allamnee 3allamnee, A3ber fog jar7ee o Atebasam O ibn adam Lomaa 3ethrata Ma Te3allam.

16. Im going to leave these notes as they are and put them in the Blog:).

This is Day 1 of the journey to Leb, Average-q8i from the heart of the action in Road two hundred something going to Raf7aa then 3ar3ar, :).

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9tTBSUPM_3U

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mYtXcu11-2M

Makes u think, Who is the handicapped in this world ?